do you ever feel like you’re just sort of
like all your friends go out and do things and get into relationships and like people that like them back and have fun and do stupid things with their best friends and instead of doing all that you’re just sort of this mildly entertaining thing that people take an interest in once in a while but they wouldn’t really care if it was gone
like you just sort of exist but you don’t really mean anything
"I wrote a poem about it, and then threw it away, because that’s the last thing I need right now: More words dedicated to people who will never dedicate a single thing to me."-Thought Catalog. (via blindthoughts)
I’m the type of female that would really lay in bed all day, eating, cuddled up, watching movies, kissing, with the occasional fuck and nap.
I just need someone as equally amazing as me to do it with.
I don’t know if I’m more upset that he’s here (Like I haven’t been asking him for 3 years to make a trip here) or that he didn’t tell me he was here… Or that I know he won’t tell me he’s here. We’re supposed to be ‘best friends’ but you not gonna tell me you’re in my hood… I see where I stand. The drinking starts early today…
Some old wounds never truly heal, and bleed again at the slightest word
I’ve been drinking since 1:30 this afternoon..